Hi. Ok, well first of all on Tuesday i had a really bad day. First I got in a huge fight with Bridget. She always forgets about me and just thinks that when shes with Hannah nothing can go wrong cuz Hannah is her best friend. I hate it, and it happens so much, and i dont know what to say to her anymore cuz she always promises it will never happen again, and then the next week it happens again... I really like Bridget and I really wanna be her friend but if she is gonna be like this to me all the time than its not worth it, cuz she is not putting any effort into being my friend, and she hasnt tried to call me since Tuesday to talk to me about what happend and i bet on Monday she will just act as nothing happend... and i dont wanna say this but if things like this, like what happend with kelly, how im like not good friends with her at all anymore, and now bridget, if this keeps happening like with hannah and kristen, then i might really take marian into consideration. Because the guys that i hang out with have no impact on me going to central, because everytime we hang out all the want is to touch my boobs or have me flash them and im sick of that, thats not how i wanna live, and MOST of my friends are such asses to me, and everyone at marian i have met, besides one person, i like. They are all so nice, and just wanna be my friend instead of my sex partner. And like when i went to the haunted hayride with them all and then to Marys house after last night, Friday, it was so much fun. no one was doing anything and no one was being pressured. It was all fun... like we played foos ball, ping pong, talked, listened to music, played welts and just hung out. and like when i hang out with people from north its all like u have to do this or ur not cool. and like when i go to high school i dont wanna remember it as having friends that always want to do stuff like that... the only people that would change my mind to go to central right now would be Hannah, Kristen, and Paul. Cuz there so nice, and paul doesnt try to do stuff with me.. but mostly hannah and kristen.. kelly is nice but im not good friends with her anymore.. and Screw Bridget right now, shes being a bitch...but im not making up my mind about high school yet, its too far away, but for sure i will atleast look at marian. Well yea, i think Andy might have alittle thing for Mary, the girls house we all went to last night. after the hayride thing, when we were all standing in the parking lot, he was like hitting on her and of course she likes him, its so obvious. But whatever, ill ask him and if he says he doesnt than i will believe him, cuz i trust him. and i love him. even though he always wants to do something sexual everytime we see eachother, and sometimes i just wanna hang out u know... but whatever. ok, well ill talk to you later, i gotta get ready to go out to dinner with family for dad's birthday... and morgan went to homecoming with sam, she looks sooo good. -Elle
ps. god, please try to give me a clue on where i should go to high school, and where i will end up having a better life, and better friends.. please help me out on this decision...
